The Winterfood Diaries

The Winterfood Diaries

Tuesday, 13 November 1990

This Love For the Last Time Ever

1:50pm:
 
‘December Will Be Magic Again’ – Kate Bush

 
Although last nite was extremely productive, I feel as if I’m at a loose end!  I’m sitting on Amy’s bed.  Today we had sex for the last time ever.  And I’m now looking out across Tennyson Avenue and NORCAT.  The sky is a loose yellow-grey and it feels very much as if Christmas is coming.  It has done for some time.  In fact, Christmas IS on the way.  There’s actually a new Situation cassette LP coming out this Christmas called CHRISTMAS JAMBOREE by The Berwin Groomstool Experience.
 
I reckon I’m due for a massive cry at Christmas.  I’ve been feeling very empty, almost melancholic.  But in some ways it actually feels pleasant. 
 
I shouldn’t be here.  I should be somewhere else, doing something else…
 
It’s enough to make you cry, isn’t it?
 
I love November.
 
Later:
‘Wasteland’ – The Mission

 
I’ve seen yet more people I haven’t seen for ages.  Thought I’d better mention that today I saw Elaine WnekNat’s mum.  As I’d suspected, Nat’s moved off-campus and into her own place, so there’s no way I can get in touch with her now as he mum couldn’t remember the address.  Her mum says she’ll get her to contact me – I hope she does!
 
I also saw Libby today – the girl I ‘got off’ with at my first (MISSION) gig.
 
 
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Next time: ‘Questions of intimacy and sex…’

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