‘Thanks For The Night’ – The Damned
I am so immensely hung over/pissed/knackered.
Life’s at an end, in many ways, for me.
Flash left here a little while ago.
I know that I’d really like to see Fergie. In fact, I’d really like to make love to Fergie, if the gods would permit it. But they just won’t.
I’m in a limbo. My life is a void.
Since College ended, I am alone, cut-off, isolated and caught up in the boozy lethargy of my Jez life. I don’t mind being Jez; going to pubs and getting drunk, but Ritcherd wants to work in HIS CHOSEN PROFESSION. I really want to work IN MY CHOSEN PROFESSION. I’VE BEEN TRAINING FOR THIS BUSINESS, and I’ll be damned if I’ll settle for anything less than the work I want to do in theatre and so on. I’m bloody good at what I do, I really am. I just wish there was stuff available. And I wish that the people who are hiring for the few scraps that are available actually wanted me.
A new poem.
She is shrouded night’s glorious splendour,
Its midnight stars and all their meaning;
The beauty of the moon, goddess Diane.
She is footfall in dew of summer graves
And early morning, dark and tearful;
Dreams of brightness in black cold.
She is treasure, stolen from my heart,
Radiant and beautiful, she is
All these things and more.
Ritcherd W Winterfood, 1990
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