The Winterfood Diaries

The Winterfood Diaries

Friday, 11 May 1990

Tea and Biscuits

‘Enjoy the Silence’ – Depeche Mode

Today, Lilith and I were kissing in College – but ultimately, we both admitted to each other that we were having feelings of great confusion and conflict.   You know my feelings on the subject of building a new relationship so soon after Fergie.  Case in point: ‘ENJOY THE SILENCE’ by Depeche Mode is on TV.  Brings all the memories back.

I spoke to Lili and suggested that friendship ought to be the level of relationship we maintain.  She was so upset.  She wants a relationship, and god knows I do, but I do still love Fergie a great deal so right now I really don’t know what to do with my emotions.

I mean, Fergie and I were grinning at each other in the Common Room again.

I told Lili that I don’t want me or her to be hurt as I leave College in a few weeks (which is true), and that I worry what people may think of me for saying I love Fergie so much and then going out with Lili (not strictly true, but what kind of man does that make me?).

‘The Power’ – Snap!

On top of this, I got a bit down today – ready to leave. 

I like Donna Davidson, though.  So much.  We had tea and biscuits together.  Certain female members of the group are beginning to bug us both.

Oh fuck it.  Goodnite.

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