‘After All’ – David Bowie
Shit week ahead.
‘When the Wind Blows’ – David Bowie
I am dischuffed with the weekend just gone.
Amy’s, Ash’s and Legs’ presence hasn’t done much for me. I felt I had work and things to be doing, like you do when you half-heartedly ask people to stay.
The fact that we’ve ‘done stuff’ – Amy and me, I mean – makes me feel guilty now for some reason. I can’t explain why. But today, whilst she was here, I couldn’t bear to be near her. Not because of her – she’s gorgeous – but because of something wrong inside me. What’s wrong with my approach to women, sex and relationships? I sometimes wonder if I’m actually just a repressed homosexual. I mean, I sometimes feel much closer to certain male friends than I do my girlfriends. I probably display a broader set of emotions with them too. I often unintentionally treat my girlfriends like shit – and myself in the process.
I read somewhere once that James Bond treats women the way he does because he sub-consciously hates them. Do I?
Maybe it’s just situations I hate. Ideas. Hypotheticals that in their ultimate expression just disappoint me.
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