The Winterfood Diaries

The Winterfood Diaries

Wednesday, 6 July 1988

God


1am.

 

‘The Burning Of the Midnight Lamp’ – Jimi Hendrix



 

It’s Betty’s 36th BIRTHDAY.  She’s twice as old as me. 

 

I feel sorry for her.  Day-in, day-out, she looks after Chip, cleans up, potters around the house, etc.  Lately, I’ve been involved and it’s so awfully repetitive, lifeless and confining.  And it’s all getting on top of her.  She’s been crying a lot at the pressure, lately.  It is really hard.  It’s not helping her relationship with Freddie, cos he doesn’t seem to fully understand.  Even so, he too is under a lot of pressure at work.  It’s tense.  And sooner or later, I shall be roped in to the arguments and the misery, I suppose.  But I love Betty, and, god, she needs a break.  It’s a bit of a problem at the moment and I imagine there’ll be quite a few repercussions.

 

I GO TO SLEEP, AND IMAGINE KATRISHA, NAT AND FLASH WITH ME.

 

WE ARE THE QUART.

 

Geometric swirls and organic matrices…

 

i think

IT’S ABOUT TIME THE ROBBERS RETURNED, DON’T YOU, FLASH?

 

Later:

 

‘Body And Soul’ – The Sisters Of Mercy



 

A woman on her back, squeezes her huge tits together, spreads her legs to emit ectoplasm from her hairy pussy and balls of hard, dry shit from her arse…

 

A fat man growls…

 

Piss ‘n’ Shit?

nobs ‘n’ Shayte?

Wiss ‘n’ Cark?

 

No…

 

Then what?

 

ANSWER: ROSERING

 

QUESTION?

 

I’m gone…

 

Someone I probably haven’t even met yet…

 

Good … God is love … and beauty is within … I am overcome … thank you … all of you … so now, we go … we hide our sorrows + all our happiness … but once hidden, a happiness is a SORROW + if we die before the morrow … no one will ever know … and so …

 

A farewell…

 

Is…?  Yes…

 

is SUBCONSCIOUS!

 

IS?

 

YES?

 

YES…

 

YES…

 

SHOCK!

 

YES!

 

SHOCK?

 

YES?

 

…YES!

 




 

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