Thursday, 2 October 1986

Am I Just Confused Or Is It Serious?

‘Caislean Oir’ – Clannad


I spoke to Phoebe today.  She’s nice.




I saw Alison again.  We went to The Videodome, and it was packed, but as we’re part of the regular crowd, a table was emptied for us by Baz the owner.  Good, eh?

I slightly tried to show my feelings for her by briefly touching her leg.  But maybe I’m wrong.  Maybe she hasn’t even thought of fancying me.  Nothing’ll come of this, I bet.  I wish it would, though…


Last night, at the disco, Alison had an argument with Daryl, because she was wearing my scarf.  He became very jealous.  I feel guilty about that, even though I think I love her.  But do I love her?  Really?  And if I do, then should I love her?  Is it fair?  Is it fair to simply lust after her, even?  Just for a ‘fling’?  Just for something?  Now I think about it, I bet she doesn’t even find me at all interesting!  Please, Alison…


Daryl cried last night because of her.  So what am I to do?




Tim’s noticed I fancy her.  Have her friends?! 


She went home, still with my scarf, and I’m doing her a tape tonite. 




But is it fair?  Does she really like me?  Am I just confused or is it serious?!  If I feel the same tomorrow, I must love her.


Alison?!  Do you like me?  Say ‘yes’, please!




My No.1: ‘Yin And Yang (The Flowerpot Man)’ – Love And Rockets




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NEXT TIME: ‘I can’t contain my feelings!’

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